Penelope Sky's Blog

March 6, 2010

Devistated.

Filed under: poetry, Uncategorized — Tags: , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , — Berlin Gambolputty @ 11:09 pm

In this cold, hellish pit

dug deep into the ground

I have thrown myself willingly

and it reaches out its arms

and accepts me into its embrace.

I feel its presence

clearer now then before.

The presence of anguish

the presence of guilt-

of pain…

rippling through my soul.

Though i wander and search

there is no answer to my cries

no savior…

and desperation takes its tole.

Silently showered by

sin and grime

there’s no sound it makes

no sound for me to make-

alone…

no one will know.

No matter how long and loud I cry

of my angst,

of my shame.

Dark walls close me in

and I feel secure…

then they are gone.

In a large open space

I am covered with filth.

People passing by cannot see me

cannot save me

as I baptize myself in disgrace.

a poem

Drum beat fast

I die,

I die…

Fall, but then

get up

and fly…

With a sword in hand,

angel

on a white horse

who is running free

in the wind

wind blows against my face

and I am free

free

free…

to do what I-

Stuck.

Fall.

no, no, NO!

Help!

Desperation

I call out

and am trampled

by a stampede

of darkness…

death.

My body

crushed,

broken.

And I am free

free…

true

freedom

at last.

January 15, 2010

To Conquer Blank

Filed under: poetry, Uncategorized — Tags: , , , , , , , , — Berlin Gambolputty @ 4:13 am

Like an unwatered flower
I lie there, dead,
without thought
or emotion.
Like a robot I follow
the instructions given
without question,
without opinion.
My mind is blank,
it can not think
and so I follow tradition,
routine.
My day doesn’t change
just continues
unless stopped,
saved,
by an outside force.

November 8, 2009

Winter Night

Filed under: poetry, Uncategorized — Tags: , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , — Berlin Gambolputty @ 3:32 am

The world is warm and the air is soft

As I am in my heated home

Yellow from the dying lights

Attached to a slowly rotating fan.

The blades will never go anywhere

Except around the fan

Even during the rare case that their direction is switched.

The warmth embraces me, says, “don’t go outside, you will die!”

However, heat is not a necessity in life

In addition, it steals from me the chance of adventure.

I steal away out the door and play my music

This music to me is the magic in life

And the surrounding of the world.

All dark and moon-lit

The world is cold,

Icy.

The air pierces my face

I smile and sit upon my heaven swing.

My ears burn and my fingers are bit

Yet I swing on my heaven swing

Up into the starry host.

The more I swing, the more I fly,

The more I feel I touch the sky.

The higher I swore

I lose every lore

That has been attached

To me for so long.

Too long.

The wind on my face

I’m flying, I’m flying.

It bites me and stings me

I’m dying, I’m dying.

But dying in such a marvelous way

Living forever is dying away

Away from the earth and away to the stars

I’m flying, I’m flying, I’m flying, I’m flying…

And I leap from my swing-

My heaven swing-

Fly. Fly. Fly. Fall.

Land.

Broken.

I lie on the ground

And gaze at the stars

So many stars…

The heavenly host.

My heaven swing gone

I lie there

In the frost

The ice grass is melting

At the warmth of my body.

I stare at the moon and it blinds me,

I close my eyes

And drift away

Into a cold,

winter night’s heaven.

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